where did the CNY spirit go?
CNY was hectic as it has been for the past 3 years, gone were the days where i used to have the whole week off......is it just me and my family or has CNY in general toned down as compared to the last decade?
CNY used to be loud, as in very loud.....fire crackers and all, but thanks to a bunch of losers who truly deserved their limbs burnt off due to pure stupidity in handling innocuous fire crackers, the only noise that could be heard now is pop pop and the occasional hissing sound of sparklers (even this i heard was illegal)......
when i was a kid, all my cousins were kids, my grandparents were around and yes, we did have a reunion dinner and everyone was around......now with my paternal grandparents gone, some kids have grown up and the challenges of a vigorous overseas education proved too much to handle, somehow, CNY has become very very quiet......maybe it's the current unforgiving economy, maybe it's just that i were only home for 3 days, not long enough to witness the full CNY, but i don't hear the bang of the drums leading the footsteps of the lion anymore at home, hah, even that synthetic lion is gone, make noise to scare who now?
maybe there just isn't a reason to celebrate anymore......and i am in my lab now worrying that my western blot wouldn't work, it seems that there would be more celebration if it worked than a dying CNY.......
i miss CNY.......
