i see stress, i see mess, i see tests but i hear screams, suicide and slashes......
if u're still ignorant abt the NTU slash cum suicide bombing by terrorists (ok, totally made up, but i got your attention!), read the papers, or just google it, minus the bombing and terrorists......
his fyp wasn't doing very well, what else can a seemingly "genius" ask for? good grades? like duh......well, it could be that he was possesed, or just went psychotic, or sleep-walking with a knife in his hand that he so happen to stab it right when his prof was not looking, and accidentally slit his wrists and jumped down (yea, fat chance!), i would say that it was pressure.......
living up to other ppl's expectations is difficult, so much so that their expectations become your own personal expectations, your own goals and destination.......his prof may not have applied the pressure on him explicitly, it's the intrinsic pressure that kills.......i, for one, am slowly learning to release some of the intrinsic pressure.......and yes, just like the urge to smoke, it's addictive, you don't get to smoke your good grades, u'd rather die, literally.......trust me, i've been there, and am still there........shit........
there are no geniuses in this world, the difference between a seemingly "genius" and an idiot is that the "genius" is obsessed with the right things and the idiot with the wrong ones.......the degree of obsession differentiates the better "genius" and luck differentiates the nobel laureate......

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