2 roads diverged in a yellow wood

well, not literally yellow wood but you get the idea......

i am now 3 quarter-way through my 3rd year and i am clueless, for the first time, of what i should do with my life......

indeed, the decisions that i'll make this year and the next determines my life for at least the next 40 years......

i have a few options, tempting options, but i have doubts. things that seem plausible, may eventually turn out to be foolishly absurd.

if only life was simple......no, wait, if life was simple, i'd be paris hilton......hey, not a bad idea......haha

love life?

one friend asked me, "how's your love life?" i paused for a moment, completely oblivious to the fact that i am pushing the limits of my teacher for being very late again, "i don't have one."

valentine's day approaches, with the accompanying evil wide grin of extorting souvenir shop owners, with no one special by my side, every year, the same old tradition of walking alone by the waterfall (ok la, it's just an unsightly and sad fountain in my hall), will run its 3rd anniversary this year.

to the person who introduced friendship day that uncannily coincides with the above mentioned day, you are a sad sad being, but u're not alone, at least for the past 22 years.

i'm not a romantic creator, i'm just a whimsical body of unbridled desires, so unrestricted that i come out as weird to the norm.

my warmest congrats go to the new couples celebrating their first ever Vday

The above was written a few weeks ago (yea i know, this sentence just highlighted my stupidity in flashing my miserable life) but hey, i dare to admit......

i don't dare to wish for anything this time round......it's depressing enough......