My first post and i told no one about this blog.....
the past 2 weeks has been hectic, it's like what i've been through 20 years of my life weren't as eventful as the last 2 weeks.....first off, i see ppl trying to commit suicide, twice in a week, then ppl screaming their heads off till the extent that we need to call the paramedics.....this is stress.....i can see the lecturers' wide grine, that their mission of torturing undergraduates has been really fruitful.....the way they compact all the testSSSS and project datelineSSSS is unbelievable and madness.....okay, maybe not, lecturers and tutors are not that mean, seeing the fearful face of my tutor when my fellow classmate went haywire told me that tutors aren't malevolent after all.....and after that incident they extended the dateline for the project submission (no way, they're not that nice either, late submission spells penalty, sigh.....)
how i survived the past 2 weeks has been a miracle.....yet, a week-long torture-filled exams await me next monday, omg, that reminds me, i've not studied for that.....omg.....oh well, may GOD have mercy on me.....
Anyway, i found out that i'm really skinny recently *surprise of the century*, i could imagine the faces of my ex-school mates saying proudly i told u so, spitting on my face for being so ignorant, no wait, skinny is beautiful, that was why i went anorexic 5 years ago, omg, i'm contradicting myself.....
talking about that person who tried to commit suicide, this i can understand, she was under tremendous prressure.....her project group mates were smart, pushing all the workload on her.....i thought of a beautiful way of revenge though:

suicidal person(sp) : i'm not doing this shit work anymore
groupmates (gm) : ok then, let's fail together.....(thinks that their reverse psychology is working)
sp : NO, u all fail, I don't fail.....
gm: huh? what do u mean?
sp: i've taken academic leave and everything is waived for me this semester.....and since i don't need the reports in my computer anymore, i shall delete all of them.....omg, i'm so worried for u guys, the reports are due tomorrow and u have not written a single word?

groupmates now become suicidal, lol.....
anyway, obviously that didn't happen, sigh.....
now i'm out of my mind, i should start studying now.....